Wednesday, July 2, 2014

Perhaps this is it. Perhaps, all those negative talks before were just my wishful thinking-- that maybe not everything has an expiry date. It was just me consoling myself and telling myself to expect things to turn out wrong. Now that they have turned out bad, I've lost my platform- what do I tell myself now? There's nothing else to expect.

If I thought I was lost before, then I really don't know what I am now.